J T'aime

slackin me

2005-12-12T22:57:00.000-08:00

yo.its been so long i've been bloggin again.really gt nth to do.jieying went sentosa with her frens.jieling went for interview.kim went chalet with her classmates.hmm.me alone nw.sians.cant play silkroad nw.they makin the progamme.then maple i played wrongly.gt to replay again.arghhh.sians.nvm.anyway gonna evenin le.ah meh cumin back soon.hmm.

jux went for my class bbq last few days.had lots of fun.hee.but was damn tired after i went hm in the mornin next dae.did nt have any slp at tat nite.but overall.its fun.hee.
ytd jux went to marina for steamboat with my fellow classmates after shoppin.geex.

add a testi for jy.lols.pray hard she realli get tanned.lols.if nt she gonna nag for days le.lols.if realli u wont get tanned after todae,n oso usin the sun tan lotion.its fated.lols.mux accept the fact hor.opps.jokin lar.hee.

hmm.ah meh ar.hope u can find ur job n start work earlier.noe u had been searchin n went for lots of interview le.but don give up easily k.don worry.ya confirm will find 1 de.gd luck.

gonna miss her le.hahas.went cahlet for 3 days.so shiok sia.lols.confirm will have lots of fun de.yeah?hee.okies.seeya on thurs after ur chalet.hee.take care.

hais.sch gonna reopen in around 2 more weeks.had nt finish my holiday assiments.gt to chiong for my hw tis few days le.sians.

okies.seeya.take cares.
~von

i miss five bee.

2005-11-25T08:05:00.000-08:00

24/11- Northbrooks secondary Graduation day at holiday inn atrium.

time flies so fast that everything went end so quickly. how i wish that time can pass slowly as we can enjoy everything. everyone look gorgeous on 24/11. girls are pretty and guys are smart. everything went on smoothly. (: every interval there will be lucky draw, and everytime a name is call there will be someone from 5B. 5B is so lucky. guess wad, 5B is proud has the mr brooksians and miss brooksians. congrats to haoyi and nadiah. you guys done 5B proud. clap clap. after the lucky draws stuff ended, we are able to dance and the dance floor, firdaus can really dance man. and guess wad, i'm really have no talent in dancing. my whole body was so stiff man. gosh. so embrassing. hahas. oh ya, the food was delicious, especially the shark fin, and thou i dont like prawn, the prawn is simply delicious. hahas.

after everything ended, we will have the photo taking session. everyone starts taking pictures with one another. hahas. so i also went round taking pics. hahas. all these pics are to be kept as memories. i will definitely remember 24/11. as its is a unforgetable occassion. (:

soon, we left the place, we headed to cineleisure to sing. i found out something francis really cannot sing man. everyone was laughing. he really bring joy to us. hahas. actually wanna sing till 5 but my mother somehow not happy about me staying out late outside so bo bian but to go home early, and after we sing for about three hours all of us was so tired to carry on. so we headed home. but 3 was still at the room as they dont feel like going home so early. so we left the place and go seperate ways. when we reach yishun, shirley went to my house and ton and jac wasnt allowed to come to my house, so we ton till 0630 and went for breakfast. meet zh and zd. then after that we went home. and i slept at 9am. by that point of time i have no more energy left. geez.

anyway its really a wonderful night and i enjoy myself. hahas. now im off to bed.
good night.

-jl

(: i've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

2005-11-23T00:31:00.000-08:00

hey finally im blogging ler. its has been ages since i last blog.
before i start, wanna say SORRY to my girls cos i really dont have the mood to go out today.
dont worry girls im alright. okays. sorry to let u girls worry. will definitely be alright tomorrow. (:

tomorrow is northbrooks biggest event of the year. As the graduating classes will be gathered together as once at holiday inn atrium. (: sometimes really miss those days we spent together as a class. memories are meant to be kept. after the graduation day we will have another gathering. hahas. cos we wouldnt bear to leave each other. wahahas. simply love 5Benevolent'05 and 4Fortitude'04. they bring good memories to me. simply love them lots.

Graduating classes peeps are happy as they cant wait to leave the school. sometimes schools life is like we are in jail or hell as there are so many rules to abide. gosh. whatever it is, its pretty nice to be out of the schools where we dont need to wear school uniform anymore. wahahas.

now im rotting at home as i choose or rather no mood to go out. cant blame anyone cos i choose not to. whatever it is, i never regret staying at home at least i can save some money. hahas. after graduation day i will be looking very hard for a job. as i have alot of things to buy. cant wait for that day to arrive as i will be crazy shopping for my stuff.

now i gonna edit my friendster background. will blog next time and upload some of my graduation pic. hahas. see you girls around. waiting for my sis to get the amine.

-austere

Yuhooo

2005-11-21T20:37:00.000-08:00

hey hey..sorry gurls about last nite...really sorry....
anyway im here to brag abt my new hair colour
being nicer thn baka...wahhahaha
i zhang da ler
i studied real damn hard n finally im out from tt schooll...
whooooooo.....
ok i have purple n red hair ....mann....
nice hor jy jealous ma?
haa

[sq 1]

*winkz

2005-11-20T22:33:00.000-08:00

bonjour, me again. nah itz been quite some time here for blogging le.. sch starts.freedom reduce. stress comin. argh. but kinda missed my sch chaps during hol too. itz been 2 wks sch had started. rather dreading. man i m jealous. tt charbor had finished her Os. n for my sis hers is tis tues. man man. their hol is such a temptation. geez.

went out yst. to town. bought a blazer yea heart it. itz been quite sometimes i urge for it n finally got one now. woohoo. went lookin for euu's prom top too. finally found one. wahaha. if not tt charbor gonna say me again man. u noe killing two birds with one stone? i'm jus practising it yst wad.. n i succeeded too. wahaha. noe wad, euu jus tried a top tt cost 279 yst yet we stil hav no idea til e pricetag dropped. ops* nah euu dun keep tinkin abt tt top la..i noe itz nice but ur money more nicer k. lols. went to highlight my hair durin evening time. RED. but not obvious enough man. argh. went to watch von's performance at cc after tt. yes tt was e first time von presented her chinese dance in front of me n euu. hee. haa. cute. went dinner at np after tt. took tom yam macaroni for us. slurps. kim went chalet wif her frenz evening time. she pang seh!! =X nahz we veri understanding de la. u shld noe! wahaha.

decided to go nite cycling for e 3 of us after tt. wahaha. ridiculous n funny nite man. long-pang von n euu to one hundred plus to take one more bike. hey hey i got license one lo. lols. von by e time u long-pang us next mornin le lo.geez. in e end we had 2 bikes for threesome. cycled ard n to seletar area den head for supper aft tt. geez. headed back home after tt. tt was a very tiring nite indeed. our butts jus hurt! =X

tmr nite class again. man so dreading. gonna zzz early tonite. wahaha. gonna wash my lens, wash up den turn in. yawn.

good nite gers.

loads of luv

-and-jy-

10.33pm

LIFE, LIBERTY AND E PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

2005-11-13T12:36:00.000-08:00

hey itz me again.. wahaha. no Os for me ma..so can blog..ops* lols. charbors, u 2 jus add oil for one more wk n u gers gonna b free le wor.*argh* sch started a wk ago..man. stress waitin for me again soon. so many individual lab reports. wth. biased semester. anyway learn a new card game from jack tis sem..wahaha.gonna b our routine for our breaktime. lols. poor sean everytime eh. lols. man i got e urge to do big business now. ops jus so sorry. but jus let me finish up all my voice out first. geez. long day again tmr. tis is dreading. til 9pm. gonna miss my gers. went for rebonding session yst. man tis is 0utrageous evryone said dere's no diff. hey hey dere is okay.. =x . lols. anyway i wanna color my hair next. wahaha.

wil b back for more again.

loads of love

-and-jy-

13th nov

12.36pm

best of luck

2005-11-06T00:12:00.000-08:00

yeah.its me again.hee.hmm.Os is juz next week.so comin here to wish n encourage my 2 darlings.they had been study real hard.can c tt they are realli stress out man.nvm gals.after these 3 hard weeks.ur gonna enjoy ur life le.hmm.nt like me.sobx.=[ realli cannot imagine if i'm the 1 takin the Os.omg.i'm nt as determine as they 2 man.hmm.
gals.u two sure can do it de.all ur hardwork is nt gonna be wasted.yeah.me n and will be there for u two de.hee.don worry.all the best worx.hey. next yr n next 2 yrs ur oso mux b there for me k?hahas.hmm.okies.Good Luck gals.
take care.
don stress urselves too much.
believe in urselves.
AEKV power =D
yeah?
miss u gals.
muacks.
~von

enjoy life. there's plenty of time to b dead.

2005-11-04T01:14:00.000-08:00

itz been days since i come bloggin again.. yea been busy recently.. lols. seemed like i'm havin Os next week man.. gosh i m actually writing notes for my 2 gers. lols.. esp tt charbor.. physics not enough..chemistry's comin itz way for me too.. lazy bum ar.. but they r pushin themselves very hard for their ss now.. wahaha. gonna be venice? merger n seperation? singapore industrial? nah u gers gonna crack ur brain n tink le ba.. lols. aiya best jus study as much as u can. cuz i noe u gers definitely can make it! yea gers? wil alwayz b here n dere for ur! von we wil b here n dere for u in two yrs time ba.. lols. =P

accompany von went for her job orientation at clarke quay todae. man i sound n look as if i'm e one applyin for e job.. keep probing tt guy wif qns. ops. nah helpin von asked oni ma.. von c his face like wanna eat her up lidat..so shy..geez. anyway, von u hav a test comin up too! wahaha. mus add oil yea. =) AEKV went for hair cut todae! haa.. von ar, hair wil grow long de la.. sayang k.. goin to rebond n color my hair soon. wahaha. gers! hurry finish ur Os lehz.. cant wait for my hair color to change again. i'm desperate! lols.

euu n kim!

mus add oil for ur Os next week k. most impt u gers mus try ur best. NO PAIN NO GAIN. von n me support ur til e end.

miss miss.

loads of luv

-and-jy-

1.14am

2005-10-30T01:45:00.000-08:00

yoz.i'm here again.haha.hmm.juz finish doin my dance exercise.haha.nw my bones all gonna crack liao.old le.haha.nw jy keep lookin.stil say jl everytime gossip.haha.yeah.finally she go le.haha.if nt i'm gonna stuck here.OMG.she come again.arghhhh.nvm.i'm nt gonna care abt her le.hmm.juz nw jl mux be thinkin i'm mad.cos is the 1st time i'm doin tt at her hus.lolx.sori leng.been disturbin u jux nw.lolx.
hmm.went shoppin with friends jux nw.bought 1 pencil case n 1 flip flop.hee.noe wad i need jux nw?i called my 1 of my aunty wrongly.man!!luckily she nv really heard.lolx.
yeah.played arm wrestling.haha.omg.jy is realli tt weak man.she actually played for so many rounds then win 1.haha.kim,jl n me is much much more stronger.rite gals.lolx.
okies gonna stop here le.my eyes goin close again.*yawn*haha.
seeya gals.
~von

yes me again. wahaha.

2005-10-30T00:56:00.000-07:00

wanna wake up late todae one..mum kept bugging me to wake up.. argh. man itz oni 10.30am lo.. geez... todae same routine again.. slackin n rottin at jl's room.. von went out wif her frenz.. jus e 3 of us. playin minesweeper too. wahaha finally got hold of tis game.. man oni at tis age of 18! man so kuku lorz.. lols..

von came at ard 8 plus.. we had arm wrestling tonite. wahaha. i won! but one round oni.. jieling my left hand stronger than urs! wahaha. overall i tink i'm e lousiest but no worry i wil buck up one day.. dere's my will now! lols. von behind me.. practising her sabuneh dance steps tonite.. man bing bong here n dere.. neighbours sure complain de lo.. LOLS. wahaha. nice one eh.. heehee..

now oni 12.50.. yawn! lack of oxygen not sleepy yet.. geez.

well gonna come again tmr lo.. see ya gurls..

good nitez
loads of luv
-and-jy-
12.56am

yawn*

2005-10-29T02:28:00.000-07:00

man.. itz 1.56am now.. yawn.. blogging at tis hour again. listening to e MLTR breaking my heart. music is jus my soul cant live without it. jus feel so empty without music. geez. jieling beside me now.. she's gossiping! lols.. man cant stand tis sister of mine. noe her too well le.. wahaha. someone is mugging now.. pathetic. but no choice. lols.. that charbor went back rather early tonite.. she's like a dead corpse todae. snoring away jus.. *ops* wahaha. von lehz..rite behind me now.. sleeping! man.. her tired eyes r so contagious jus now.. make everyone wanna zzz. *gosh*

went k tis noon..celebrate weian's bday.. bought him a cheese n an oreo cheese cake fr tcc.. sam n i snatched away e oreo cheese cake in e end. lols. greedy sam man! but nice one. wahaha. i got a treat today! wahaha. sean lost to me in 'cai quan'! win e first 2 consecutive rounds. i m a pro man. satisfaction! wahaha. hey weian finally saw ur xuan xuan todae le.. she's sweet. hee. meet up wif jl after tt.. went for her job interview at ngee ann city. gosh nv expected so many youngsters either.. jl best luck to u le yea.. =)

man i gonna doze off soon le.. good nites gurls.

loads of love
-and-jy-
*stay tuned*
2.25am

Business[busy-ness]

2005-10-29T01:48:00.000-07:00

alone lies within me.

2005-10-28T13:36:00.000-07:00

b4 i start i wanna wish sw and kelvin happy 7teen birthday. best of luck for the upcoming o lvls. take careee.

yea. mugging has become part my daily routine. its gettin more sians. how i wish tt o had finished and i can colour my hair, go shoppin, graduation day and not forgettin the chalet. hahas. so many things to do after o. which make me dun wan to study. I WANT to PLAY. hahas. life gettin more and more boring. hais.

im alone at home now. and went to celebrate her frenz bday. kim went for his grandfather wake and von went to sch. hais. but im meetin and later. hahas. yea. after tt i have to start mugging again. argh.

hey sw, sorry tt i din celebrate ur bday with u. promise next yr will celebrate with u. feelin so guilty. hais. see u happy i aso happy. dun think abt the unhappiness things. cheer up. u still have me. take caree.

all the best to those taking Os.

good old days wun b back
-euu

hey hey

2005-10-27T18:15:00.000-07:00

another day again. means holidae comin to an end! argh.. that's bloody fast man.. jl n kim's Os comin too.. wahaha. *ops* mus do well n add oil yea!
man blog halfway last nite, saved inside draft but task not accomplished. sharks sia.. nah yst already e past forget it den.. geez. came back fr lunch wif EKV but tt charbor went back halfway cuz she was pai seh over her bouquet of flower! lols.. she's hilarious man.. wahaha.
four of us slackin inside ah meh meh's room again.. von n kim r snoring now! wahaha they r sleepin like logs. sharkz gonna hav difficulties wakin tt charbor up later again.. =X jl lehz. she's studyin cum watchin tv..ops she's peepin at wad i m bloggin.damn kaypoh man.. study la! goin up grandma's hos for dinner soon le.. i learnt sth again.. other than yawning can b contagious, actually hunger n loud burps can b too.. rite gurls? lols.. ops*

wahaha i kanna lifescience as my complementary study next sem.. heehee.. sam gonna b wif you again.. geez.. argh..my timetable suck next sem.. mon already a pathetic day til 9 at nite man. gosh. but tues not bad la..off! hee. wed wil b e earliest 2.50..likewise for thurs n fri man it gonna ends at 6. torment period gonna starts soon. =X

hey weian! happy birthday to u tmr yea.. u better pray huini can make it for tmr..if not no nid go le lo.. lols. anywae dun worry abt ur present.. pregnancy kit comin! lols..

nah itz 6.15 now.. i gonna b mentally prepared already.. cuz i'm goin wake someone up!

loads of love
-and-jy-
*winkz*

2005-10-25T23:45:00.000-07:00

wow, everyone is bloggin today. so i muz blog too as to avoid nagging. hahas.
went to yx hse to watch european gigolo. my gosh that show was LAME. and i was readin mag, walking here and there thru out the whole show. sorry girls if i had blocked ur view. we must thanks yx for her hospitality. love u.
its seems tt O lvl had finish as we seems to enjoy ourself and discussing what to wear for graduation. hahas. everyone is callin shirley, jac and me to go. hahas. a secrets tt will b revealed on tt day. everyone will look very smart on tt day.
before going home we had some photo taking session. gonna miss my peeps after the last paper. hais. we had to meet up one day after O. yea. a MUST to meet up.
we had a chalet on the 7 dec to the 10 dec. wahahas. thanks to the sgunited pple for organising and pet for booking the chalet.

sis was alone the whole day today. sorry yah. cos promise them ler. yea. got to stay at home tmr. muggin again. hais. mugging for Os lvl has become my daily routine. HATE it man. but theres nothing i can do. work hard.
everything is finally back to normal ler. yea. so happy.
got to stop here.
seeya.

love u guys.
jieleng.

fun outing

2005-10-25T17:57:00.000-07:00

yoz.nth much to do.as euu n kim oso nt around.then and dunno doin wad.haha.so come here n blog smth lorx.haha.juz came back not long.went to east coast park for class outing.played 2 games called the squirrel game n the other is captain ball.after tt went cycling.haha.so fun man!! our team won the 2nd prize out of 4 team(captain ball).haha.nt bad le hor? hee.luckily the weather was nt against us.til we goin back tt time then it started to rain heavily.lolx.hmm.overall its still fun.hee.k larx.stop here.if nt gt to nag out all the things i've done the whole noon.hee.will blog again de.seeya =)

~von

2005-10-25T13:35:00.000-07:00

listening to FLY now.
everythin went well again on sundae. *relieved* stormy weather fianlly come to an end after a 15 min game. lols. yesh. jus e 4 of us noe exactly wad we r doin. N YOU jus cant hide away from any of us. wahaha.
Accompany jl n von for job int yst. bad day indeed. haiz. so many unhappy things. lost our way. waste time. kanna cheated by a fello, can tel me two different things in one day yet stil denied. hate it. made me feel so guilty n sorry for all my frenz. hey guys, i'm sorry. haiz.
wanna dine outside but dad packet for us from grandma's hos. so gonna rush back for dinner before mum gonna nag at us again. but *shew she nv. wahaha. but i wasnt feelin good either. haiz.
Sorry we noe u havin Os next dae yet we stil outside. somemore i lost that bloody paper. argh. it's inside that bin. jus wanna apologised to everyone. *******pai seh*******
hey u mus do ur best for ur prac. pray for ya.. can i say sth? i really wish to bring over a hammer last nite to knock ur head u noe. geez. lols. u noe y eh?
god bless.
nah gonna pen again next time. off to iron clothes now. see ya.

take care gurls
-and-jy-

heyhey

2005-10-25T09:50:00.000-07:00

i miss the three of u !!! wahahaa

signing off with the last drop of blood
gasping for my last breath
making the last wish
thinking of the last person...
on my list..
The killings begin
the instant deaths plague the world
the cavity with satan's helpers
reign upon the haven n earth
downt o hell shall b it
ppl has lost its humanity
no sense of longivity
one day i shall call upon my satanic perception
death is wad u asked for
master.ur wish is my command

with love
the gothic hell
[signing off with the last drop of blood]
-kim-

Splitting headache

2005-10-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

MAnn...i'm so tired soo soo tired ...yawns...today jux cleared another exam....
which is my Olevel chem prac...mann...dunno if i did correctly well it was quite ez ba
hmm bet physics gonna b hellot difficult...
hmm so many bad things been happening ya?
my paternal grandfather jux passed away
yupyup jux now after exam went to te wake at
toa payoh...sianx..my aunties n uncles n grandmothers were there
it was practically my ferx chinese funeral ive attended
so yea my very ferx time holding onto a incense stick n pai pai
LOL so mountain tortoise wor...
seeing my ah gong in lying in the coffin
so scary n kinda feel i dunno...
hmm anyway wanna go liao
so tired...
yawns

signing off with my last drop of blood
kim'goth

2005-10-23T13:25:00.000-07:00

haix.juz heard from euu abt the msg.haix.isit really gt to end? u really leaving us? i noe we've dissappointed n hurt u alot.we're sorry.really sorry.really nth we can do to make u back again? regreated to hurt u tt time.haix. but wad we can do to prevent ur wound to bleed again? c u sad it really hurts me alot.guess u wont feel gd too.haix.

juz thinkin of the past,all those thick n thin we've gone through.happiness we've spent almost everyday.takin lots n lots of pic together in a day.singin songs n editing photos together,studyin n watchin tv together.haix.everyewhere we've went to, especially jy n jl hus.realli contains lots of beautiful memories,espcially ur laughter.as u noe tt ur laughter is contagious.all tis happiness really haf to b ended? haix.

jux wishing tt we can b like the past.beautiful memories are kept deep in my heart.haix.really hope tt u will come back.as wad jy said.the door will always b open 4 u.really miss u alot.sorry for wad we've done.
take care n all the best in ur comin 'o'

~von~
missing u deeply

... ...

2005-10-23T02:05:00.000-07:00

i cant zzz. its 2 now n e music is 'only love'. everythin really ended jus lidat? a trauma jus hit us again. jus cant take it again. it's painful. months of joys, funs, arguements n late nights have really ended? i cant accept e ans cuz it's unbearable n hurtful. i cant accept the reasons either.

i noe my words r harsh on u sometimes but i really dun mean to piss u off or to agitate u. u noe i dun mean it. esp tonite. u'r already stress-up yet we add one more load to u. yet i stil pick on small things on u. yet i stil broke my promise. i noe i gonna mis bothered by someone le. how i wish i could take back my sentence i said outside e pet shop but it's too late.

i wasnt angry at e train station todae. jus disappointed by e words u said at S.S.C.
but angry becuz u nv board in e same train! anyway i should understand how u felt one but i didnt. i'm really sorry.

u nv hurt us. u cant change a person's character we noe but attitude yes. we noe best if u really change. n we noe u did. anyway ur effort has really paid off when ur emath n amath has improved so much over a short period of time. i m proud of you. n i noe u can make it well for ur comin Os. dun disappoint us. my door will always b open for ya. study tgt, eat fruits tgt, watch so many tv shows tgt. hang out tgt seemed to b e 4 of us daily routine le... ...

take care gurls
-emo-baka-
haiz

life turns beautiful when smiles

2005-10-22T23:55:00.000-07:00

charbor, we hurt u le. noe itz painful n u r in a torment. dun bear to c u in pain. but i noe jus tis word 'sorry' cant reduce ur pain either. trust is so difficult to achieve yet easy to destroy but pple jus take it for granted. pple wannna apologised. pple feel so sorry for causing the wound to bleed again. pple noe the period of sorrow n hurt is far too much for one to take it n time cant heal all n wil foreva embarked on them. they hav became memories. but one mus b happy again so tt pple around her wil not worry for her. n i mean real happy.

face them with my physical self?!! ya rite. tis is nonsense lo. smack ur butt den u noe.

hmm todae kinda weird. jus a short blog todae took me damn bloody long.

gonna update soon again ba.

loads of luv
-jy-and-
was here since 11.03pm

SIANX

2005-10-22T22:41:00.000-07:00

It's alrite u gurls...u noe...hais nvm u dunno ...
just really hurt ba..
anyway good nites
had a long day so tired

hais. im sorry.

2005-10-21T14:26:00.000-07:00

so many things had happened. one after another. hais. feeling so shag now.
hope tt shuwen is alright now. girl, dun worry ya, u still have me when u encounter any problems. tok to u alot of things last night or rather early in the morning. somehow my word makes ya feel less terrible. :) hope tt person will just reflect himself and treat her better. thou she seems to b happy on the outside, but im sure she's feeling terrible inside. she just dun wan the pple ard her to b affect too. wen, u take careee huh. anything can call me(24/7).

hais. im really very sorry to hide things from u. cos i really dun wan to see u sad. SORRY.
sorry sorry sorry.

euu.

wishing...begging

2005-10-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

wishing it never happened
wishing they wuden lie
or rather hide things from me
i nv hide anything from them
i trusted them wholeheartedly
yet another betrayal
wishing it all nv happened
wishing it will all b a dream
or rather jux a nightmare that im having
but it seemed tt it wasnt
it's real n it hurts
jux like that knife that slit through my throat...
its the same pain or rather more painful thn ever
why ? why ? n why again?
why when i trusted so many yet i get the same..
the pain ? the things i get hid from?
i seriously can take wadever u guys say...
but i bet u dun trust that i cud take it
maybe its v thru that knowing the truth when u found it urself hurts more than the truth being told straight to ur face...
miss her? love her? of coz i do..though it hurts...
jux FUCKING tell me !!
i will definitely b upset but not for long
but betraying the trust i had for u all
its much more painful than this self searching thurth thingy
i seriously hate to admit the fact...
yes i nv deny i cried
so what ? everyone cries coz thier sad
reminding of the past i dun really mind
but the friends i trust i do seriously mind !!
u promised to tell me everything i meant u all say if she msgs u will say
but was this promise kept?
i bet not right now...
i put all my trust i seriously did...
i hardly will trust all my frenx n i finally did...but why?
why again? not another lie..please take it as i beg all of u!!
i beg of u all to stop lying..
if u wanna go out with her thn jux sayi hav no objection
forget it...i washed my hands off this...
im off this blog ....take it as a giv that i made it for u all...
welll....jux take care...
im not coming here anymore
[signing off with the last drop of blood]

sorry too.

2005-10-21T01:19:00.000-07:00

haix.things juz happen so fast and changes so fast.i noe tt we had dissappointed u and aso hurt u alot.really didnt mean it de.really really sorry for wad i've done.
~von

Knock knock and here~

2005-10-20T21:29:00.000-07:00

bonjour je m'appelle andrea. j' ai 18 ans. je suis Singapourienne. j' habite a Yishun. je suis etudiante en NYP. je parle anglais, chinois et francais. j' aime beaucoup le musique moderne et le cinema. c'est la vie! kim u understand yea?! wahaha. jieling n von gonna get fed up. lols.

hey i mis french class. mis my stupidity n embarassement durin french class. mis christophe mallard. ops* mis my wrong pronounciation which brought laughters to e class. mis my acts. jus missed it.

gonna acc jieling n von for jobs interview in a couple of minutes time @ dhoby n clarke quay. hee. kim saw my brother-in-laws jus!!! if can send my regards to them in future k. LOLS. *wahaha*

man jieling u r freaking long sia. waited almost an hour le sia. Finally u r back. shew* =Pp

loads of luv

-and-jy-

*winkz*

2005-10-20T12:32:00.000-07:00

listening to MLTR songs again. goes with how i feel now. i'm sorry again. peace or violent?

i wanna go out. a place for isolation.

take care babes
*winkz*

juz blogging..

2005-10-20T07:27:00.000-07:00

hey gals. hahas.finally its my turn to blog le.hahas.sianx.both of them tokin on phone.no.actually is 3 of them.cos ah gal is chattin wif kim.hahas.exams finally over le.gotten back my results.haix.have nt done well again.hmm.nvm.hopefully can be advance ba.ya.anyway.here to wish both of ur gd luck n all the best in ur 'o' lvl.hahas.they've been workin damn hard tis few mths.all the best ar.haix ya.nt fair man!! they say 2 yrs ltr they gonna b 19. and yet i'm still in secondary.omg.hahas.nvm.it wil soon b over again(ya right) lols. yeah.kim.after ur 'o' we acc u go dye ur hair.let ah meh meh jealous.hahas.okies.end here le.will blog again soon de.hahas.seeya gals.

euphoria

2005-10-20T05:52:00.000-07:00

wee....baka is teaching me amaths now ....thn all looking at wad im blogging...
stupid rite....so shy liao...i cnt say anything ler...
see lah baka keep calling my name ...n asking me to stop blogging...n pay attention
heee...im gng to city hall soon pick my gurlfren up with my other frenx lo...
wahaha cnt wait to c my darling come back from work...haa..dun b mistaken lah its my besfren
qiqi xiao jie...wahaha anyway i got sum pics...with my couz..can post here too...or u can go to my other blog

i'm so pissed off by "someone"

2005-10-20T03:42:00.000-07:00

hey its my turn to post ler. wahahas. im here to vent all my anger out. hais.
theres this frenz of mine accused me for the things tt i had not done wrong. yesh she did forgive me. i doubt her words. the person who done this dare not admit it and im the one who have to bear all the responsibilities. wth. i hate it man. everyone is pointing their finger at me. do u noe the feeling of being accused. this person can somehow treat this matter so lightly. yesh i noe tt she's ur stead( u wun b readin this blog) of cos she will forgive u. hais. and he can ask me why am i so angry. i know things between u and her had already settled but pls spare a thought for me. hais. if i was to quarrel with her, i will sure lose. everyone seems to like her alot. even though she is at fault sometimes but she wun get to be blamed. cos she adore by the pple ard her and the person who cries first will sure win. so we rather not quarrel and tok things out nicely.
i dunno y u dun dare to tell her everything? or rather u dun wan to be blamed? i wanna noe who's the bastard or bitch who told her abt this. if i find out the culprit i will definitely hate u to the core. hais.
hope things can be settled asap.

2005-10-19T13:23:00.000-07:00

hey charbor, yea all credits passed to u for ur efforts in makin such a sweet n awesome blog. thumbs up yea. *winkz*
tis charbor spent almost 3 hours late last nite to create tis thingy. choosing e blogskin, creating her own lil poem, put in song and editing all those picz which she noes nth much in e first place. yet she's able to compose it perfectly in jus tt few hours time all by herself. *salute* jus cant stand why u can learn things so fast man. *hmmph* lolz. but really appreciated it. speechless too.
hey charbor go learn french lehz.. next time we can scold pple in such a beautiful language le wor.. wahaha. btw dun use *bouge de la* anyhow hor. esp on ME. n aso on ur mum ar.. heard it last nite lo. lolz.
anyway i missed blogging. used to blog in my multiply last time but one word *lazy*. great tt we can spit out all our fun, joy, sorrow and anger out here together. *grinz*
charbor u better edit one part of tis blog before i come whacking ur butt. u should noe best hor. lols.

yea gonna return for more again. take care babes.

cya later again. *man* =P

loads of luv
-and-jy-

This Suck

2005-10-19T11:51:00.000-07:00

Mann..its gonna be 3 am soon...i can't get to bed...still wide awake YES wide awake! im sick n tired of being hurt..haa..ok nonsense...
haa jus now we all took pics again...mann...we are really self-obsessed
Love the fun we shared
love the moments kept
GREAT! sumone dun allow me to eat breakfast lo
Stupid idiot...!!! baka!! babi pun dek...knn nb....
wah lau eh i wan breakfast....
good luck jie leng[da sao]!!in a few hours time ya gonna have ya prac..haa
start early end ltr thn me...mahaha
im gonna make u so jelaous...bleh...im gonna dye my hair soon
green n purple...
SReams*haa...
k lah dun jealous..
quarreling with a baka now
its stupid really stupid

kbjfdbssafbkajsbflasfsjfblabfljsb

kimmy

Taking off this journey hand in hand

2005-10-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

Oui oui...
Hey everyone ,this blog is just about to take off into its journey of 4 interesting lives of this four friends...and that's Jie ying,Jie ling,Von and me!!..wahaha ok we decided to make an official blog shared among for of us..so yea...
Well there's nothing much though for now...but im sure that soon it will be filled with beautiful memories of us..hee
take care ya?
nites*
[Kim]

J T'aime

slackin me

i miss five bee.

(: i've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Yuhooo

*winkz

LIFE, LIBERTY AND E PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

best of luck

enjoy life. there's plenty of time to b dead.

yes me again. wahaha.

yawn*

Business[busy-ness]

alone lies within me.

hey hey

fun outing

heyhey

Splitting headache

... ...

*life turns beautiful when smiles*

SIANX

hais. im sorry.

wishing...begging

sorry too.

Knock knock and here~

juz blogging..

euphoria

i'm so pissed off by "someone"

This Suck

Taking off this journey hand in hand

life turns beautiful when smiles